I had always believed that age brings in stability, contentment and peace in life.
I was wrong.
As I grow older (and older), a certain indescribable feeling is taking over me – that of restlessness.
I am content with what I have, but not with what I do.
I am happy being a wife, mother, daughter, working woman – but I want to do more
I have always loved good clothes and comfortable life but now all that seems to be unnecessary
I love being ‘domesticated’ but at times I wish to break free.
I am proud of my friends and family, but I want to meet more people
I had always been sure of what I wanted, but now I need some guidance
I wanted a laid-back life (which I am leading right now) but I want to pack more into it.
I am at peace with myself and yet disturbed by this new change in my mindset.
I am scared of my own restlessness….
Is that what they call mid-life crisis? Sounds uncannily familiar…
Mid-life? Already????
Ohhhh I need to take some fresh air and get back to playing with Diya before the realization of age hits me again!
I can totally relate with the restlessness…
I’m like that too! the energy levels are way too high at times!
And when you say – “I wanted a laid-back life (which I am leading right now) but I want to pack more into it.”
- you spoke out what’s in my mind as well!!
Well..I guess this is what happens when we don’t have a clear picture of future drawn in our minds..
On second thoughts, why do we need it anyway! We can just live the moment, and tackle restlessness when it comes..
that means i am still a few years away from midlife crisis?! :p
cheers!
yes yes….. Hopefullly a loooong time before you too get entangled in this ‘crisis’!